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Time, please slow down your stepTime, please slow down your step
Even I say never mind to myself. When I am lonely, I always remind of you. If I can pretend, may be it is good. But the last chaos gold still reminds me of you. So many happened in our life, and pretending is so useless.
Nowadays I sit in the car, and you are not on my left hand. I would no longer be willing to extend my left hand and expect them to be tight in your hands. Your hands once seized my hands. I thought you could pull my hands to go to the future. But now I am not regret to unloosen your hands which once warmed my hands. I am regret that I am so easy and so firm to seize your hands. But I can not forget our time in Last chaos.
I can not forget that you and me in Last chaos got together to do tasks. In order to buy last chaos gold for me, you have not have breakfast for one week. When I heard that, I was sad, but not happy. You always asked me not forget to have breakfast, how can you do that? I do not care about how much lastchaos gold I could earn and have, but I really cared about you. Sometimes I am afraid. I will make effort to think of the previous things. Because the familiar face I once loved is slowly becoming blurred in the mind, I soon forget your face, your hair style, your voice and your smell, I just remember this person make my heart pain. Just such a person becomes a broad line in my mind. I am really not willing to.
Time is destructing all of the memories that are worthy to recall. I am afraid to forget our time in reality and in Last chaos, these experience and lastchaos money. Life is really like the different tastes of chocolates. If there is one day, inadvertently, and someone in front of me refer to you, but I just smile and make indifferent attitude. I can remind of nothing. How sad it is. If we can meet, we just pretend not have known each other. How ridiculous it is. I think I will still buy cheap lastchaos gold, just to remind of myself in the past time.
When the last exit of the love is separation, then I will throw away the memories between us.
I wish to find someone to replace of you, but who can replace of you?